Monday, April 8
Hi.
Today will be my last day of examination. And suddenly I'm in mood for blogging. I had emotion disorder these past few days. I don't really know why, probably because I'm a lady so it is kinda hormone things. I felt sad, and angry. Especially towards my parents. Silly me.
I've already told that I have problem with my phone bill. So that's the reason why I don't call anyone these past 2 weeks. Yup, even my parents. Usually I will call them every time I'm heading to hall for exam, but this time I don't. I just don't wanna increase my bill, that's all.
Yeah, so they did call me every morning. There were few things that made me sad, and angry, like something abnormal in my feelings. Past few days my dad called me, he was at the office, he asked me when will I finish my paper because he wanna apply for leave to come and fetch me. I said that will be on Monday April 8. My paper will be finished in the evening, so my parents can fetch me the day after that which is Tuesday. Not long after, my mum called. She also asked the same thing, when will I finish my paper. I gave her the same answer.
Look, I've told them a month ago when will I finish my paper. And I also informed them last three weeks and last 2 weeks. Did they don't pay attention when I told them? How came they easily forget the date, I already marked the date on my house calendar.
Second thing, one day in this week, my mum called me in the morning for subuh. And she asked me,
"hari ni ada kelas tak?"
which made me mad. But I answered her politely,
"takde".
How come my mother forgot that I'm in exam week, for sure I don't have class to attend.
I felt like neglected and being forgotten, and I was very sad. After perform solat, I sad. After mengaji, I sad. Even after I wake up I felt sad. I don't remember when this healed. It's just more than a month since I last go home. But I'm okay now. Totally okay.
My sisters tweeted me and post on my facebook that our cat misses me. How can that cat misses me? She don't really know me. And she also sombong with me. How can a cat have emotion. Lol.
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4 comments:
haha sengal kejap .
Kejap je, kejap je. Lulz.
what! thats totally normal man. in fact I dont stay at the hostel, I stay with my parents, they see me everyday and yet ask me the same things over and over again every freaking day. hari ni kelas pukul berapa habis pukul berapa, hari ni kelas pukul berapa habis pukul berapa. its as though my schedule changes all the time -_- and yea, exam. exam bila exam bila exam bila. I think thats just like a habit, a not really healthy one of course, they only need the information the moment they ask us the questions and hence make no commitment to actually remember our answers. and often theyre asking, not really for the sake of getting the answer but merely like a formality. no actual interest to know our answers let alone remember them. but then again, if we have the opposite type of parents, who would remember our schedule in and out, I think that'd be even scarier. it woud annoy you in a different way altogether haha. so okay lah tu, you just play along and answer them jeee
If my home is near to my campus, I would like to. Sometimes I feel regret for not entering UIA. But thats okay cuz I learned new things here in Perak.
Yeah, maybe because I was in boarding school before and I couldn't bring my phone and when I'm in uni now my parents can call me ask and me everything like dah makan ke belum, makan apa.
Thanks for your comment. It made me think that if I have the opopsite type of parents that would be scarier.
:)
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