I made a HUGE mistake

Have you ever did a HUGE mistake?

I think, from my existence in almost 20 years, I had made 2 biggest mistake.

First is when I was in form 2. I 'fly' (go out without permission) from my hostel to Ked's house. We (Ked, Fatin Farhana and me) were stressed with hostel rules and we were tired of rushing in everything. Suddenly an idea popped up from Ked. Then we 'fly'.

The next morning, my hostel warden called Ked's home and mine. Kantoi. We went back to hostel and had to hear Cikgu Samad ( he was our discipline teacher), Puan Aida Joned (was our Guru Penolong Kanan KOKO) and Puan Muslimah ( Head of Warden and Guru Penolong Kanan) nagged at us for about 2 hours. I didn't cried. Even a teardrop. I don't know why. Padahal kena marah. In fact, we didn't cried at all.

The next day, my parents came. And my dad asked me why I did that. That moment, I cried a lot. I had disappoint my parents. I had broke a rule.

But I think that was fun. Breaking rules. And yeah, I became famous, lol.

Second, was when I was in form 3. After PMR examination I went to Times Square with my primary school friends. Sort of reunion. It was late evening when I entered public toilet. And I left my phone in the toilet. The moment when I realized my phone was not in my pocket, cuak nak mampos! My dad bought the phone on February, and it was missing on October.

Balik rumah dah maghrib. I asked my dad "Ayah ada call tak?" he replied "Ada, tapi tak dapat". Then I confessed that my phone my missing.

Aaanndddd, he started nagging at me. More or less 2 hours. And I just sat there, and looked at the floor. My mistake for being careless.

Well because I'm his only daughter who use postpaid. Gila la kalau orang yg ambik phone tu tibai call lama-lama. And my dad call one of his friend to bar my number.




I did a mistake, again. A HUGE mistake.

I've told that I'm using postpaid, but I'm using kunophone. Which is not-very-smart phone but with smart battery.
And everyday I see my friends online-ing with their smartphones, the touch screen one. Yeah, I only use kunophone. So I asked them, "online guna apa?", "WiFi", "dapat eh?", "Kalau daftar dapat la".
I remembered that I've registered. So I online with the kunophone of mine during class.

A month after that, which is yesterday, Celcom send me a massage that I've reached half of credit limit. So I checked my bill amount via sms. RM 288.28. So after all this time I actually online not using WiFi but using Celcom Postpaid?

GILAAAAAA!

My bill range is usually RM25-RM50. I think RM50 tu pun dah banyak gila.

So with the cuak mode, and incoming final exam mode, I don't know what to do. I just lying on my bed the whoooooleee day. Wake up for studying, end up cring. And lay down on my bed again, crying.

Is this some test from Allah?

So today I made up my mind and call my dad to tell him. I've decided to pay my bill with my own money. My dad said " it's okay, Ayah bayar", "no, (my name) bayar", "nak ambik duit dari mana?", "duit dlm bank", "it's okay, Ayah bayar".

Well, I'm not sponsored student nor PTPTN loaner. God, what did I do?

Itulah, koya nak online dalam kelas, padahal guna kunophone.

So, nak taknak I have to jimat using my phone line. And I'm thinking to do part-time job this coming semester break. RM288 almost RM300 campur dgn my phone line. Gilaaaa! This is the worst thing I've ever done!

I have to perform very well in this final exam, MUST perform very well!

Aigoooo!