22!

Hello!

So I'm 22 now (yayy!).

Still, JPA won't sponsor my studies.

Starting to work on my final year project.

Still single (girl you gotta stop whining about this)

Bon Jovi is coming to KL and the concert is on September 19th, guess whaaat, I can't go to that concert because I'm an obedient daughter (mama ayah, please be proud of me)

Ohh, did't get in dean's list last semester. That makes 2 semesters I didn't get in DL.

My almost lover in high school wished me "happy fasting" last Ramadhan and "happy belated birthday" few minutes after my birthday ends. Boy why you did this to me? I was happy that I've moved on from you. I was a bit miserable tapi buat lek je I replied "thank you" to both of the wishes.

Weird, does he really remembers my birthday? And if he does why he didn't wish me all these years? Or he just happened to click on my twitter page and saw my birthday on my bio?

Yep, that friend that I stupidly fallen for didn't wish me. He always be among the firsts who wishes me on my birthday. Lantak kau la. Asalkan aku happy dengan life aku, kau happy dengan life kau.

Feels like I lost focused on my life. I don't know what to do upon graduating. Macam nak berniaga pun ada. I like otak-otak, satay, nasi lemak. Maybe I gonna sell those (I'm not kidding)
Or maybe be a tuition teacher.

It's a good thing that I didn't make any student loan and not sponsored. So that I can discover what I really want in life and explore the world. Got no debt to pay, got not commitment to work for government (this is not ayat sedapkan hati)

You know, sometimes I feel like I want to own a firm. Sometimes I just want to be a housewife. But who wants to marry me. So I guess I gonna settle for the first. Working till my ass off and be fvcking rich. Hahahahahaha (please excuse my unbalance mood as I am period now and working on my fyp)



Thank you.
Much love, dear self
xoxo