Sunday, March 2

Of CG14 Cemara, WTW and My Feelings

Now I'm doing my practical training in KL so I left my uni for about 6 months ago. I stayed in the same room from my first year, it was CG14 room in Cemara Block. This block is like 15 minutes from my faculty
(jauh gilaaaa). So every time I went to class my baju kurung will wet from my sweat.

Let the pictures tell everything la. I don't know how I feel actually right now. Early 20's crisis.

CG14

Spot  someone who with red tudung

The ground floor

The block

My lepak spot when I need to think or eat ice cream

I liked to watch clouds here
The last one! The unforgotten sunset

I used to hate my school, but after I finished my SPM I started to miss the place I spent 5 years of my life. And now I started to feel the same bout my uni, sadly I forgot to take pictures of my faculty.

Now I'm in training I miss to go to classes. I miss the gap between classes when I can spent to take a nap. I, miss everything about being a student. Seriously, working is suck! But for the sake of experience and learning I have to bear.

Why suck? Because it is from 8:30 am until 5:30 pm. When will I take my nap? The answer is weekend. Is taking nap very important to me? Yes.

People in the office are okay. There are 4 trainees when I started and now it is a month left before I finish my training there are 8 trainees (5 degree students). I've never been a favored person so I always feel left out, like an outcast but I know that was just my feelings. But hey, I don't bodek just to be accepted! I'm not that kind of person.

There're too much things in my head right now. What I want to pursue for my degree? What I want to be after I graduated? (yeah I'm still thinking bout that). Should I chase my dreams even my parents don't like them? What kind of person I want to be? A woman with a lot of money but a slave to her job or a free woman who can travel to places that she wants, have a lot of time to read  but without a steady job?

This is what I called 'early 20's crisis'.

p/s : I want to write about future planning in next post

2 comments:

K I L said...

Your next post is about roti john. Duh.

izztshm said...

I couldn't resist myself front posting about roti john. Duh.